I miss you Andrew, as I get older alone it makes me want to live out life with you more than ever, I wish things could have been different, on so many levels, but they weren't 😒. 45 tmrw for me, I don't know how it is for you, probably gone back to your 20s or something, I hope so. I love you Andrew forever and always. Lots of love your twin sis 💕

I miss you bro, tmrw we will be 43, I will do a toast and send you birthday wishes just as always. Grief has eased now..for everyone gone, because weve lost so many loved ones it kind of all turns into one big ball of grief that bounces into your head every so often, mainly big occasions, christmas, birthdays, births, deaths etc. The shock and pain wears thin now which leaves way to remember freely the good times we shared, centre parcs holidays spring to mind, going down the Rapids laughing so much, all 3 of us, me, you and chris, sat decorating the dolls house with christmas decorations, the silly games we used to make up and play for hours, it all now puts a smile on my face instead of soul shaking pain and crying, it still happens occasionally but nowhere near like before. I am doing well and enjoying life with my 3 kids. I love you and I would do anything to spend another day with you, 12 years ago, I can remember the day so clearly like it was yesterday, I hope you are ok, i can only imagine ❤

Thinking of you Andrew and Chris, I hope you are both together and friends again like the good old days before things got in the way. I miss you both, I still to this day cant fathom that I've lost both of you, well in body, not in spirit, nothing can break that. I often wonder how life would be if you were both still here, much easier I expect. I grieve for you and also for the future weve missed out on together, almost everyday. Can you see me and the kids? I've built a lovely family, having the time of my life with them, Chris my eldest 2 still say they miss you to this day, Andrew if only youd have met any of them 😔. They know all about you and we talk about you often. Why oh why did this have to happen. Evie came down to see us not so long ago, she has your voice recorded on her phone, I've not heard your voice for all that time Andrew and there it was, it was beautiful and heart breaking to hear you. My brothers, I cant put into words the sorrow, the memories, the good, the bad, the beautiful and the ugly, so much life together to now no life together. Keep watching out for your twin sis Andrew and keep watching out for your lil sis Chris, I know you are. I love you both forever, see you later ❤