well here we are darling the first anniversary of your death tody. It is a weird kind of feeling today. All i want to do is be near you and think of all the good times we had, but, that doesn't mean i don't do that everyday anyway. I just don't know what else to do today, there is no where to lay any flowers, nowhere to go to remember you as such, so i will just sit at home and spray some of your aftershave on me and just sit and think of you all day. I love you so much darling and miss you terribly. All my love till eternity xxx